One Day I'll Have A Photo Just Like This

He doesn't have to be a royalty but he MUST be madly in love with me :)

P.S: Dear future husband, take notes of what you saw at The Royal Wedding

El amor encontrara una manera -Yo mismo

Wish me luck for Cambridge tomorrow!

These Lyrics Are Just Ugh!

Aloha!

I've just finished celebrating Aishanura Handina's sweet 16th birthday party. Once again, happy birthday girl! Have a blasted year xoxo

I don't know why but I want to post something, but as usual I couldn't find any good topic to write. So that means I'm going to play another blogging game! The rules are simple, here:

1. Prepare a digital music player (iPod, Zune, your handphone, your laptop, CD player) and put it in shuffle.

2. Make a target list. In my post I'm going to stop shuffling after 20 songs

3. You must write your favourite part of each song that comes out. No more than two sentences!

4. If you don't know the song's lyrics you can look it up in the internet

There! Now let's get started....

"You can see through my flaw and keep lovin' me me me" For the Love, Drew Sidora ft Mario

"Better yet make your girlfriend disappear. I don't want to hear you say her name ever again" Girlfriend, Avril Lavigne

"Only with you, can I move on" Move On, Bruno Mars

*It's hard to decide which one is my favourite part because the whole song is just stunning

"It's all you can do. use what's been given to you" Live Like You're Dying, Lenka

"And it takes no time to fall in love. But it takes you years to know what love is" Life is Wonderful, Jason Mraz

*This is also a hard one

"Out of the sky, I close my eyes. Heaven help me!" Like A Prayer, Glee Cast

"It's time that you and I sat down and had a little chat and look me in the eye take off that stupid fitted cap" Alfie, Lily Allen

*I love Lily's British accent in this part!

"But he's scared of the light's inside her, so he keeps her in the dark" Pearl, Katy Perry

"Though her home is on the surface, she is still the universe" Live High, Jason Mraz

*I would write "The whole song" but then I'll be disqualified hahaha

"They want a look, we can give them a encore" Freakshow, Britney Spears

"Your love is nothing I can't fight" I Like It Rough, Lady Gaga

"Tell me how to win your heart, for I haven't got a clue. But let me start by saying: I love you" Hello, Lionel Richie

"Live your life until love is found or love's gonna get you down" Lollypop, Mika

"If you could see what I see, that you're the answer to my prayer" Angels Brought Me Here, Guy Sebastian

* Hard!

"This is the last game so make it count, it's now or never!" Now or Never, High School Musical 3 Cast

*Last chance to score a gold Lindy!

"Whatever happened to the values of humanity? Whatever happened to the fairness in equality?" Where is The Love, Black Eyed Peas

"You are relentless, I am defenseless" Get Back in My Life, Maroon5

"And here we go again, we know the rules, we know the end. Master of the scene" Voulez Vous, Mammamia Cast

"It's like a dream, although I'm not asleep" Breathless, The Corrs

"And I can't believe, oh that I'm your man. And I get to kiss you baby just because I can" Everything, Michael Buble

It's twenty already! It feels so good because I haven't heard many of these songs for ages. Oh it is now half past one in the morning. No wonder I feel sleepy. Got to have that beauty sleep then. I'm happy with this post :D Take my suggestion and play this game too. Fun!

Aloha everyone, see you next next daay

Shame and Remorse

Q: What's with the title?

A: (sigh) I'm regretting something

Q: What?

A: Don't wanna talk about it

Q: Stingy

A: Nosy

Q: I thought we're best friend :(

A: We were

Q: WHAT?!!! #$%&*@!

A: JK. Ooohhh, I'm regretting my previous post :( Why did I have to write it?

Q: Oh. Yeah, I thought it was a little bit cheesy.

A: (one eyebrow up)

Q: Okay. It has cheesy written all over it. I almost thought that you are a failed poet.

A: (sigh) I know...

Yes! I am so ashamed of my last post, I don't even want to look at it anymore. Well, it all started when today I finally decided to post on my blog. As usual, I opened my blog first, read what's in the last post and only then will I write a new one. And I am literally shocked when I read it! Followed by shame. Huaaaaaa, what was I thinking? That is SO NOT ME. Ugh, the words are slimy, weak and so desperate that I feel like it is a dying message.

Q: Why don't you delete it then?

Okay, maybe I was possessed by a lonely desperate ghost at that moment but hey it's still me. And I must have some consideration to actually really post that kind of thing. So I'll let it hang in there and write this counter-post to clarify that I am not proud of my last post. Well at least the first three sentences of the post. Just thinking of it makes me have a goosebumps.

That's it I guess. I'm afraid I'm kind of wasting my time because tomorrow is another CIE mock test week of Physics so, got to do some hard work. Mucah!

As you grow older, you'll find the only things you regret are the things you didn't do -Zachary Scott

In Case You Forget

In case you forget, I am NOT a girl who can blatantly, without any hesitation, doubt and equivocation, show my feelings to anyone especially the feeling of admiration.

In case you forget, I may acted the same in front of you and everybody else, but please do notice, I showed something else I won't show to any other man.

In case you forget, even though my expression remains flat when you smiled at me, talked to me, flirted with me, deep down in my heart I've got fireworks inside of me

In case you forget, why I acted this way you asked. Oh, it's nothing more than a product of bitter memories.

I don't know whether you will read this or not, but all I can do now is hope, hoped that you will catch up with my faint signal, hoped that you can pick-up the puzzle pieces and solved it in time. Because I have realised that this lack of emotional showcasing ability is a lapse, that I'm afraid, I will never cope.

But then, life's too short for you to be stuck with someone that may or may not become your lifetime companion. So, I'm not going to fall apart like I used to do before if in the end I couldn't claimed you as my own. I am stronger now. I've been through many things. It's just that sometimes I think I deserve to take a rest from my independence and rely on people's shoulder for a while. What do I feel right now? Numb. I can't feel a thing. Not sadness, not joy. I just hope that all my hardwork at the moment will be well-paid later in life. Because I really deserve that.

What can you do when your good is not good enough

When all that you touch tumbles down

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take for me to get it right?

So I throw up my fist

I will punch in the air

And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair

I'll send out a wish, I'll send up a prayer

And finally someone will see how much I care!

Imperfection is individuality -Unknown

Love, Lindy

My Virtual Heroine

Hiiii everyone. Ah, it's good to be back blogging. Yes, I have been busy. And yes, I have been busy studying. And yes, I have been busy studying for Cambridge AS Level test this May-June -___-

What? Haven't I told you? Oh yeah I haven't :(

Yeah, soooo, my school is kind of a semi-international-olympiad-national school like I told you before and in the second year we all have to take an international test called Cambridge AS and A level test *shudder*

It's sort of SAT but Cambridge University endorsed it and if we pass the test with good grades, we could skip international student college in almost every university in the world. Fun and then not really. I sort of wanted to experience student college though. And apparently I'm thinking about taking my B.A degree in Indonesia. So, yeah you can conclude it on your own.

But let's not talk about desperate things shall we? I'm sure you don't want to read it either. And here we are back to the post's title. My Virtual Heroine. Who do you think she is? Well ladies and gentleman, please give it up foorr.....

Miss. Nancy Drew!!!!

YEAY! If your a fan of Nancy Drew too, please shout SLEUTH. Now! SLEUTH!!

Aaa! I'm so happy I could die :')

For those who don't know her, hell no, where have you been living? Under the rock? She's a fiction teenage girl detective that have existed since your grandmother's grandmother were a little girl. Her first appearance was in a book in 1930 it is called 'The Secret of The Old Clock' written by Edward Stratemeyer. Now, how I fall in love with her is not because of her book. But by her Mystery Video Game Sequels!!!!

My first encounter with this game is, gratefully, another serendipity. Years ago, I was out of town for a holiday, in Bandung, for a several days. One day we stopped at an electronic center because my dad wanted to by parts or something for his phone and I was wandering around looking for something interesting. I have always been into computer games but there was no game that followed specifically. I just looked at the shop, if I find something interesting I'll buy it and if I don't then never mind. My kind of game till that time was Barbie series, fashion designing clothes and that thingamajig, but on that very day, I wanted to try something new. I've always loved solving puzzles but I don't like easy puzzle or common type of puzzle I want something that have storyline. So I asked the shopkeeper. He told me that Agatha Christie's good, but apparently it is out of stock. Then he pointed out another game called Nancy Drew. I've watched the movie and it was kind of good so, ta-da, this is my first Nancy Drew game:

Nancy Drew: Legend of the Crystal Skull

When I played it? At first it was not interesting. Why? It is sooo hard, I was stuck and couldn't move on! So when I'm stressed out, I looked for walkthrough in the internet but they are all a spoiler, bleh. But then I found one website that still guide me by giving me hint by hint and not spoiling at all. After that, I played it like a thousand time!!! I know there are sequels of this game, and from that day I started to collect them one by one. But I have to buy each of them in a long interval because, dang that thing is expensive! (For me. But the price is standard, just like any other PC Game)

So, I have collecting it for about 2 and a half year and I've collected and played almost all of the series. It's just that it is so hard to found Nancy Drew's old game in Indonesia. It's like finding a needle in the haystack for Nancy Drew Series older than 'Secret of the Shadow Ranch'. The only two game that I've successfully found was 'Ghost Dogs of Moon Lake' and 'Danger on Deception Island'. But my friend, Syifa Adinda and Meva Nareza has purchased all the 23 Nancy Drew game from online shop (Thank You Kaskus!) and now we're taking turn to installed it. So happy I could die :')

Now, I am thinking about reviewing every single Nancy Drew Game I've played but then it's going to be a very long post because I swear I will talk about it with all my heart. I, then decided to review my favouritest of the Nancy Drew Series. And the winner is.......

Nancy Drew: Curse of Blackmoor Manor

Yes, I know! It is also currently the crowd favourite as well. Here's a little summary:

It is the 11th Nancy Drew Game. This is the first time Nancy Drew is travelling out of the States to solve case. And in this game Nancy is going to England! Nancy's going there to investigate the strange attitude of Linda Penvellyn, a daughter of Nancy Drew father's friend and also Nancy Drew's neighbour in River Heights. She (Linda) live in a house called Blackmoor Manor and she married Hugh Penvellyn who turns out comes from the Penvellyn family that have been issued of witchcraft and supernatural thing since generations ago and there are rumour that Blackmoor Manor is cursed. Why is this the best game ever? Played it yourself and you'll know why! Whatever you do, don't forget to order some loop de loop, bangers and mash, pinky and perky and a dog's eye!

See you soon. Ever Yours, Lindy.

Session

Reblogged it from Jason Mraz's blog. Click here to visit my hero's blog

Three In One

Hell-o blog-gers. I have just come back from the year two-thou-sand-six-ty-two with a mis-sion to save the e-arth from des-truc-tion and dra-ught. That is why I call my-self Gre-bo from The Green-o-bot Inc. I re-quest your to-tal sup-port de-ar rea-der.

Wassup everyone? Let me tell ya, something strange is going on in our school. There are robots invading our school! Yeah, we've just started robotic lessons and everyone seems so frantic about it. But the truth is, I'm not that interested. Although I was crazy about robots since I was one-metre-tall, the robotic lesson in my school outcasts people who already join olympiad and the lesson is a little bit exaggerated and not practical so I lose interest in participating. But sadly, I HAVE to create one robot with a group of three, to be my final assignment (sigh) We may choose whether to create a tree-planting robot or a lake-cleaning robot. My group (Me, Mega Ananda and Dinda Kusumawardhani) decided to create a tree-planting robot, although we have no idea how to create one. We must post our progress into a blog, which you may read here. It's still empty now. But I hope it won't be empty for long. I hope.

Now for the second news, (that is why I call this post two in one), be prepared now everyone because this is a shocking news. I AM A VEGETARIAN! Yes, starting from 11th March 2011, Lindy Mawardhani Dharmawan is a vegan. I don't eat slaughtered animals like chicken, cows, sheep, et cetera but I still consume fish. I also still consume eggs and diary products. Now the question is: why? I don't know. I just feel this sudden urge to become a vegetarian and I'm ready to take whatever responsibility that I must face as a vegetarian such as saying goodbye to Pizza Hut Meat Lovers and Oriental Chicken Spaghetti. Oh, or Kentucky Fried Chicken, McChicken, Steak! Brockwurst Sausages, Chicken Noodles. Yup. I'm ready to let them go. I just wish that this ideology will be permanent on me. I can do it and I will do it.

And as the last news, I will review this book I have just finished. It's a classic called 'Jane Eyre' by Charlotte Brontee. Well, who doesn't know this book? It's already 164 years old and one of the most famous and well-rated fiction in history. But I say this book is absotively poselutely the best book I've ever read in my life! If I could, I would change all my fingers into a thumb and raise all of them for this book. I love every words, every sentence, every paragraph and every page so much that I felt extremely sad when the book ended. I cried because of the pure and sincere love emitted by Jane and Mr. Rochester at the end of the story. There's only one problem. Because I couldn't found the english version of the printed novel, I ended up buying the Indonesian version and I think I lost so many beauty because it was translated. You couldn't translate art. When you did, it's just not the same. So I tried to download an ebook of the English version, re-read it and I was even more dazzled. I love Chapter 23. My favourite!

Okay that's it guys. Three In One. Just like our traffic rules. See you soon.

Om shanti shanti shanti om