These Lyrics Are Just Ugh!

Aloha!

I've just finished celebrating Aishanura Handina's sweet 16th birthday party. Once again, happy birthday girl! Have a blasted year xoxo

I don't know why but I want to post something, but as usual I couldn't find any good topic to write. So that means I'm going to play another blogging game! The rules are simple, here:

1. Prepare a digital music player (iPod, Zune, your handphone, your laptop, CD player) and put it in shuffle.

2. Make a target list. In my post I'm going to stop shuffling after 20 songs

3. You must write your favourite part of each song that comes out. No more than two sentences!

4. If you don't know the song's lyrics you can look it up in the internet

There! Now let's get started....

"You can see through my flaw and keep lovin' me me me" For the Love, Drew Sidora ft Mario

"Better yet make your girlfriend disappear. I don't want to hear you say her name ever again" Girlfriend, Avril Lavigne

"Only with you, can I move on" Move On, Bruno Mars

*It's hard to decide which one is my favourite part because the whole song is just stunning

"It's all you can do. use what's been given to you" Live Like You're Dying, Lenka

"And it takes no time to fall in love. But it takes you years to know what love is" Life is Wonderful, Jason Mraz

*This is also a hard one

"Out of the sky, I close my eyes. Heaven help me!" Like A Prayer, Glee Cast

"It's time that you and I sat down and had a little chat and look me in the eye take off that stupid fitted cap" Alfie, Lily Allen

*I love Lily's British accent in this part!

"But he's scared of the light's inside her, so he keeps her in the dark" Pearl, Katy Perry

"Though her home is on the surface, she is still the universe" Live High, Jason Mraz

*I would write "The whole song" but then I'll be disqualified hahaha

"They want a look, we can give them a encore" Freakshow, Britney Spears

"Your love is nothing I can't fight" I Like It Rough, Lady Gaga

"Tell me how to win your heart, for I haven't got a clue. But let me start by saying: I love you" Hello, Lionel Richie

"Live your life until love is found or love's gonna get you down" Lollypop, Mika

"If you could see what I see, that you're the answer to my prayer" Angels Brought Me Here, Guy Sebastian

* Hard!

"This is the last game so make it count, it's now or never!" Now or Never, High School Musical 3 Cast

*Last chance to score a gold Lindy!

"Whatever happened to the values of humanity? Whatever happened to the fairness in equality?" Where is The Love, Black Eyed Peas

"You are relentless, I am defenseless" Get Back in My Life, Maroon5

"And here we go again, we know the rules, we know the end. Master of the scene" Voulez Vous, Mammamia Cast

"It's like a dream, although I'm not asleep" Breathless, The Corrs

"And I can't believe, oh that I'm your man. And I get to kiss you baby just because I can" Everything, Michael Buble

It's twenty already! It feels so good because I haven't heard many of these songs for ages. Oh it is now half past one in the morning. No wonder I feel sleepy. Got to have that beauty sleep then. I'm happy with this post :D Take my suggestion and play this game too. Fun!

Aloha everyone, see you next next daay

Shame and Remorse

Q: What's with the title?

A: (sigh) I'm regretting something

Q: What?

A: Don't wanna talk about it

Q: Stingy

A: Nosy

Q: I thought we're best friend :(

A: We were

Q: WHAT?!!! #$%&*@!

A: JK. Ooohhh, I'm regretting my previous post :( Why did I have to write it?

Q: Oh. Yeah, I thought it was a little bit cheesy.

A: (one eyebrow up)

Q: Okay. It has cheesy written all over it. I almost thought that you are a failed poet.

A: (sigh) I know...

Yes! I am so ashamed of my last post, I don't even want to look at it anymore. Well, it all started when today I finally decided to post on my blog. As usual, I opened my blog first, read what's in the last post and only then will I write a new one. And I am literally shocked when I read it! Followed by shame. Huaaaaaa, what was I thinking? That is SO NOT ME. Ugh, the words are slimy, weak and so desperate that I feel like it is a dying message.

Q: Why don't you delete it then?

Okay, maybe I was possessed by a lonely desperate ghost at that moment but hey it's still me. And I must have some consideration to actually really post that kind of thing. So I'll let it hang in there and write this counter-post to clarify that I am not proud of my last post. Well at least the first three sentences of the post. Just thinking of it makes me have a goosebumps.

That's it I guess. I'm afraid I'm kind of wasting my time because tomorrow is another CIE mock test week of Physics so, got to do some hard work. Mucah!

As you grow older, you'll find the only things you regret are the things you didn't do -Zachary Scott

In Case You Forget

In case you forget, I am NOT a girl who can blatantly, without any hesitation, doubt and equivocation, show my feelings to anyone especially the feeling of admiration.

In case you forget, I may acted the same in front of you and everybody else, but please do notice, I showed something else I won't show to any other man.

In case you forget, even though my expression remains flat when you smiled at me, talked to me, flirted with me, deep down in my heart I've got fireworks inside of me

In case you forget, why I acted this way you asked. Oh, it's nothing more than a product of bitter memories.

I don't know whether you will read this or not, but all I can do now is hope, hoped that you will catch up with my faint signal, hoped that you can pick-up the puzzle pieces and solved it in time. Because I have realised that this lack of emotional showcasing ability is a lapse, that I'm afraid, I will never cope.

But then, life's too short for you to be stuck with someone that may or may not become your lifetime companion. So, I'm not going to fall apart like I used to do before if in the end I couldn't claimed you as my own. I am stronger now. I've been through many things. It's just that sometimes I think I deserve to take a rest from my independence and rely on people's shoulder for a while. What do I feel right now? Numb. I can't feel a thing. Not sadness, not joy. I just hope that all my hardwork at the moment will be well-paid later in life. Because I really deserve that.

What can you do when your good is not good enough

When all that you touch tumbles down

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take for me to get it right?

So I throw up my fist

I will punch in the air

And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair

I'll send out a wish, I'll send up a prayer

And finally someone will see how much I care!

Imperfection is individuality -Unknown

Love, Lindy