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Butterflies in my stomach, wonder wonder when you came, wonder wonder when you'll go. Wonder wonder who brought them, wonder wonder why they're still there.

One Day I'll Have A Photo Just Like This

He doesn't have to be a royalty but he MUST be madly in love with me :)

P.S: Dear future husband, take notes of what you saw at The Royal Wedding

El amor encontrara una manera -Yo mismo

Wish me luck for Cambridge tomorrow!

In Case You Forget

In case you forget, I am NOT a girl who can blatantly, without any hesitation, doubt and equivocation, show my feelings to anyone especially the feeling of admiration.

In case you forget, I may acted the same in front of you and everybody else, but please do notice, I showed something else I won't show to any other man.

In case you forget, even though my expression remains flat when you smiled at me, talked to me, flirted with me, deep down in my heart I've got fireworks inside of me

In case you forget, why I acted this way you asked. Oh, it's nothing more than a product of bitter memories.

I don't know whether you will read this or not, but all I can do now is hope, hoped that you will catch up with my faint signal, hoped that you can pick-up the puzzle pieces and solved it in time. Because I have realised that this lack of emotional showcasing ability is a lapse, that I'm afraid, I will never cope.

But then, life's too short for you to be stuck with someone that may or may not become your lifetime companion. So, I'm not going to fall apart like I used to do before if in the end I couldn't claimed you as my own. I am stronger now. I've been through many things. It's just that sometimes I think I deserve to take a rest from my independence and rely on people's shoulder for a while. What do I feel right now? Numb. I can't feel a thing. Not sadness, not joy. I just hope that all my hardwork at the moment will be well-paid later in life. Because I really deserve that.

What can you do when your good is not good enough

When all that you touch tumbles down

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take for me to get it right?

So I throw up my fist

I will punch in the air

And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair

I'll send out a wish, I'll send up a prayer

And finally someone will see how much I care!

Imperfection is individuality -Unknown

Love, Lindy

Three In One

Hell-o blog-gers. I have just come back from the year two-thou-sand-six-ty-two with a mis-sion to save the e-arth from des-truc-tion and dra-ught. That is why I call my-self Gre-bo from The Green-o-bot Inc. I re-quest your to-tal sup-port de-ar rea-der.

Wassup everyone? Let me tell ya, something strange is going on in our school. There are robots invading our school! Yeah, we've just started robotic lessons and everyone seems so frantic about it. But the truth is, I'm not that interested. Although I was crazy about robots since I was one-metre-tall, the robotic lesson in my school outcasts people who already join olympiad and the lesson is a little bit exaggerated and not practical so I lose interest in participating. But sadly, I HAVE to create one robot with a group of three, to be my final assignment (sigh) We may choose whether to create a tree-planting robot or a lake-cleaning robot. My group (Me, Mega Ananda and Dinda Kusumawardhani) decided to create a tree-planting robot, although we have no idea how to create one. We must post our progress into a blog, which you may read here. It's still empty now. But I hope it won't be empty for long. I hope.

Now for the second news, (that is why I call this post two in one), be prepared now everyone because this is a shocking news. I AM A VEGETARIAN! Yes, starting from 11th March 2011, Lindy Mawardhani Dharmawan is a vegan. I don't eat slaughtered animals like chicken, cows, sheep, et cetera but I still consume fish. I also still consume eggs and diary products. Now the question is: why? I don't know. I just feel this sudden urge to become a vegetarian and I'm ready to take whatever responsibility that I must face as a vegetarian such as saying goodbye to Pizza Hut Meat Lovers and Oriental Chicken Spaghetti. Oh, or Kentucky Fried Chicken, McChicken, Steak! Brockwurst Sausages, Chicken Noodles. Yup. I'm ready to let them go. I just wish that this ideology will be permanent on me. I can do it and I will do it.

And as the last news, I will review this book I have just finished. It's a classic called 'Jane Eyre' by Charlotte Brontee. Well, who doesn't know this book? It's already 164 years old and one of the most famous and well-rated fiction in history. But I say this book is absotively poselutely the best book I've ever read in my life! If I could, I would change all my fingers into a thumb and raise all of them for this book. I love every words, every sentence, every paragraph and every page so much that I felt extremely sad when the book ended. I cried because of the pure and sincere love emitted by Jane and Mr. Rochester at the end of the story. There's only one problem. Because I couldn't found the english version of the printed novel, I ended up buying the Indonesian version and I think I lost so many beauty because it was translated. You couldn't translate art. When you did, it's just not the same. So I tried to download an ebook of the English version, re-read it and I was even more dazzled. I love Chapter 23. My favourite!

Okay that's it guys. Three In One. Just like our traffic rules. See you soon.

Om shanti shanti shanti om

Haven’t Met You Yet

I’m not surprised, not everything last
I’ve broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up and then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought every possibilities

And I know someday that it’ll all turn out
You’ll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get

I just haven’t met you yet

Familiar with these phrases? Yep. It’s Michael Buble’s. Just wanna share about what’s been on my mind lately. I am going to post an actual post after this, I promise. Until then, you are obliged to be happy with this short post :)

Greting loved ones,
Ms. Dharmawan